The Golden Scrub Brush

Posted by Tele on March 8, 2013 in Commercial Fishing, Hooked Favorites, Salmon Trolling | 18 comments

One after­noon last August, the Nerka bucked hard into a steep West­erly chop. Strug­gling to keep my bal­ance while flush­ing the blood out of a gut­ted king salmon, I groused under my breath. Only work half the year, watch whales, pretty much just a wildlife cruise… Right. Then an epiphany. National Fish­er­man pub­lishes an annual “High­liner of the Year” issue, cel­e­brat­ing fish­er­folks who’ve con­tributed to our indus­try. What if Hooked rec­og­nized stel­lar deck­hands of our fleet?

Delighted by this thought of a new tra­di­tion, I got on the radio and asked our part­ners to help name the award. “The Golden Scrub Brush,” one responded. Perfect.

Find­ing good crew, after all, is a bit like find­ing Willy Wonka’s Golden Ticket. Cap’n J and I are lucky: we’re both young/strong/able/stubborn enough to han­dle every­thing just the two of us – for now. Other cap­tains go through the same exhaus­tive search every spring – and for some, even a time or two more before the season’s end.

A con­fes­sion: every June, Joel and I scope out the new crop roam­ing the har­bor. It’s become an annual wager between us, point­ing out who’ll be the gem of the sea­son, and whose sea bag will be dumped on the dock by mid-July. We’re usu­ally not too far off.

What sep­a­rates the gems from the rest? Work ethic, sure. Being obser­vant — see­ing what needs doing, and doing it – matched by an equal abil­ity to lis­ten, fol­low direc­tions, and not pre­sume that they know bet­ter than their cap­tain. Being some­one that cap­tain wants to live with.

(Another troller described the iron-fist rules he gave his deck­hand. “One, I decide who we’re cod­ing with. Two, I talk first in the morn­ing. Three, no, you can’t take a nap in your raingear in my bunk.” The deck­hand? His mother.)

The phys­i­cal demands of our work are teach­able. Less so are the core qual­i­ties, who a per­son is at heart, that are so essen­tial. Few of us are pre­pared to be alone with the unfet­tered cor­ners of our mind, places we’ve never vis­ited and don’t know are there until all of the usual dis­trac­tions and buffers have been stripped away by weeks at sea.

A bumper sticker pop­u­lar among fish­er­men, com­monly slapped on bat­tered trucks and bait­sheds, issues the reminder: “Atti­tude Makes the Dif­fer­ence.” This, more than any­thing, is true. It’s why Joel and I imme­di­ately agreed on who embod­ied the inau­gural Golden Scrub Brush Award.

(“Wait,” you say. “Isn’t that your buddy Mikey, who was just at Fisher Poets with you guys?” Yep. Favoritism? Absolutely. Mike is indeed one of our favorite peo­ple in the fleet – and also the per­son most deserv­ing of Awe­some Deck­hand recognition.)

Joel and I met Mike Mon­tagne in 2010, when he crewed on one of our part­ner boats. It was a tem­po­rary gig; mid­way through the sea­son, he was liv­ing in a van in the har­bor park­ing lot, wait­ing to see what oppor­tu­ni­ties would come next. This worked out well for us: we always needed a third per­son to help us unload. Mike quickly dis­tin­guished him­self as reli­able, help­ful, and fun.

We’ve passed a lot of fish pop­si­cles through Mike’s hands since then. He’s crewed for my “brother” Mar­lin for the past two sea­sons. A joke­ster, he’s his own favorite tar­get. One fre­quent self-deprecating line: “This is what you get when you hire some­one out of the back of a van!” In truth, what our fleet got from that van is awfully good.

Like when a string of trollers were rafted together one evening last sum­mer, and a deck­hand dropped a gaff over­board. The cur­rent was strong in that anchor­age; we watched the $30 tool drift towards the mouth of the bay, imme­di­ately out of reach. “I’ll get it!” Mike yelled. Before any of us knew what was hap­pen­ing, he was in his wet­suit, yank­ing on flip­pers, and plung­ing into the water.

To be clear: none of us get in the water vol­un­tar­ily. (My feel­ing? Fuck that.) But Mikey’s part sea lion. As he says, “Lie around naked in the sun all day, eat­ing fish? Who wouldn’t want to do that?” So while the rest of us spent har­bor days nap­ping or watch­ing bad movies, he went swim­ming. I grew accus­tomed to see­ing his dark head pop up amongst otters, seals, and kelp paddies.

The elder cap­tains among us didn’t know this. They nearly dropped their Rainiers, sput­ter­ing, “What the hell’s he doin’?”

Mar­lin barely glanced over. “It’s what he does. I’ll fire up and go get him if he gets pulled out too far.”

The cur­rent didn’t pull Mike out too far. He caught up with the drift­ing tool, grabbed it, and swam back to the boats, hand­ing the gaff up to the relieved deck­hand. (Not every­one appre­ci­ated the res­cue. I was stand­ing with that deckhand’s cap­tain, who scowled. “I was kinda look­ing for­ward to mak­ing the kid pay for that gaff.”)

At the dock a few days later, Mike was back in the water, pulling trolling wire out of a new friend’s prop.

I’ve watched him stick a ver­bal foot in front of big­otry, fre­quently trip­ping other deck­hands silent with his matter-of-fact reproach, “It’s 2012, dude – don’t make it weird.” He and Joel have long talks about what it means to be men who’ll speak out against sex­ism and sex­ual vio­lence, work­ing to respon­si­bly wield their privileges.

Back in 1999, I couldn’t imag­ine hav­ing allies like these. I thought I had to aban­don the com­mer­cial fish­ing world I’d loved as a child, a world that sud­denly didn’t feel safe or wel­com­ing as a young woman. To see fish­er­men liv­ing these val­ues is a pow­er­ful, inspir­ing affirmation.

Mike brings other affir­ma­tion to our work. Dur­ing a boat party last June, he swept an arm at the sur­round­ing moun­tains. “We could be any­where in the world right now, doing any­thing, but we’re here, doing this.” Awe filled his voice. And there it was: atti­tude, mak­ing all of the difference.

If the stars align, I’ll be longlin­ing with Mar­lin again this spring, train­ing Mike in the hal­ibut arts. In the past, I’ve often not been a great deck boss. (For some of the same rea­sons I’ve cho­sen not to par­ent, includ­ing a streak of ugly impa­tience.) Some­times it goes bet­ter, though – that is, some­times I go bet­ter, and it seems work­ing with Mike would fos­ter that. I hope those stars do align. Like Cap’n J, those are two men I’d be pleased to go to sea with. And while an imag­i­nary award is fun, this truth is really the best recog­ni­tion: on deck and in life, Mike is the kind of good that encour­ages every­one around him to be bet­ter, too.

Stay frosty, Mikey.

Obvi­ously the 2012 salmon sea­son is long past. Time got away from me on this one, as it does on so many posts I’d like to share with you. In this case, the delay worked out: today is Mike’s birth­day! When bet­ter to receive a major award?  Please join me in wish­ing him a happy birth­day. For the fishin’ folk among you, I’d love to hear your thoughts on what makes a good deck­hand. Any pre­emp­tive nom­i­na­tions for next season’s Golden Scrub Brush?